Whirlwind is the only appropriate word I can think of to describe life at the moment. I know I say it every time, but life is busy. It has been so busy I wonder sometimes if it's all really worth it. (Of course, I know it is, but you know, when you're tired you ask yourself silly questions.) I have been intending to blog for some time now, and it just hasn't happened. Well, it's happening now, and I shall attempt to sum up the last few weeks and the next few so as to update you on this whirlwind we call life.
I can't even remember where I left off on my last post... *goes and checks* Oh my goodness!! It's been over a month!!! Oops...
|Just in front of the sand, near the logs on the left |
is where we have church by the lake. Isn't it beautiful??
(Picture from the Generate Church Website)
The weekend after family camp, I had - wait for it! - another camp!! This one was the kids camp out for our kids church, of which I am one of the leaders. we were so pleased with the attendance and participation of the kids (we ended up with seven boys and seven girls.) I was in charge of the food for the weekend and went shopping with co-leader Christy which was an experience all of it's own as we are like chalk and cheese with completely different personalities. (Christy will write lists of lists she has to write, and I am like, "Oh, there were lesson plans for that??" It is quite funny - we crack each other up!)
The highlight of the weekend for me was on Saturday night when a few of the youth band came and did some worship with the kids. We were so grateful and blessed to have them come - a couple of them even postponed plans they already had for the evening just to come and minister to the children. To those of you who did that, I know you probably won't ever read this, but your selfless actions blew me away - your kingdom focus is amazing and I thankyou all from the bottom of my heart. I know that the leaders and kids alike were incredibly blessed by the way you served us and the Lord.
While we were all sitting in a circle singing along to the acoustic guitars, we got to the bit in Hosanna where it says:
Heal my heart and make it clean,
Open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like you have loved me.
Break my heart for what breaks yours.
Everything I have for the kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity.
As those lines started the kids lifted up their voices and sang. Yes, they sing other times, but this was worship and hearing their young voices singing out to their God to break their hearts for the things that break His, and committing themselves to the Kingdom of God, it brought tears to my eyes. This is why we - my co-leaders and I - continue in kids ministry. Hearing them worship that night puts it all in perspective. When the presence of God comes and responds to the praise and the worship of children, you realize you have the key to changing the world. Children respond to the presence of God, and God works powerfully through them. In our kids church, we have children who speak in tongues, children to have been baptised in the Holy Spirit, children who have seen visions from God and have learned to interpret them correctly, children who hear the prompting of the Holy Spirit and obey it, children who pray for the sick and see healing occur before their eyes, children whose hearts break to the point of tears when they learn of suffering and injustice. And I don't believe that it is limited to our church - God is moving among the young people all over the planet. Watch out world - there is an Army rising up who will stand for what they believe in, who aren't afraid of what people think, and who will shake the very foundations of hell.
I see a generation,
rising up to take their place,
rising up to take their place,
With selfless faith...
The week after the camp out, I got really sick due to the fact that about five of the children who attended said camp were just recovering from some flu-bug thing. It was really awful and had me flat on my back for nearly four days. Thankfully, I recovered after that and Grace was the only other person in our house to really get it. Not that those days were totally wasted... I watched all of the 2009 Emma and most of the BBC Mansfield Park in that time. Emma is my favourite Jane Austin - yes, even over Pride and Prejudice. (I mean, who would want Mr. Darcy if you could have Mr. Knightly??? He is so kind and honourable, and he and Emma and Miss Bates and all the people from Highbury are such wonderful characters!)
During all this time we have desperately been preparing for the church carols as well. As well as being in the choir, I am the lead girl in one of the drama skits (we were a little short on people this year and several members of the choir are participating in multiple roles throughout the night!) I have rehearsed one scene where I have to blow up at this guy who crashes into me by accident and breaks all the Christmas presents in my bags. I really have trouble with this because I am pretty even-keel by nature and blowing up at people with sarcasm and a blaring temper is actually a challenge. (Not that I am perfect by any means - I tend to react backhandedly when I get ticked off!) On top of that, the guy who runs into me is played a good friend of ours and who I get along with really well. Aaron is a funny man and we make each other laugh when we're not acting... I'm a hopeless case when we are -- especially when he calls me ma'am. Do I look or sound like a ma'am to you??? No. I didn't think so. The other bit that makes me laugh is when I have to correct his grammar as part of the script. I wanted to leave that part out, but Aaron said we should leave it in because his wife is a school teacher and will find that bit highly amusing. "Just you wait," he told me. "You'll hear her giggle in the crowd!"
One part of the carols I am really looking forward to is the dress. We try to theme each year differently, and this year the theme is rockabilly. I was SO excited when I heard that, because it is my favourite era and style of dress... and it gave me a good excuse to buy a rockabilly dress. It was a big decision for me because modest dresses are really hard to find for my height and build, and I wanted to be able to wear it again as I actually don't have any dresses in my
wardrobe at the moment. Joy also wanted one and so we hit Ebay... and found exactly what we were looking for. And yes, the dress pictured on the right there is mine. Isn't it gorgeous?? I was so happy to find it! Joy's is exactly the same but in a light blue. There was also dark blue and white with black dots, but I liked the purple best which is odd because I'm not really a purple kind of girl. :) As of this moment, they are still currently making there way here from Hong Kong, but we are hoping they arrive very soon because we just can't wait to try them on!! ^_^
Another thing that has been happening the last couple weeks is rehearsals for our nursing home ministry. Our family joins with seven other people from our church and another girl every term and we go around to the nursing homes in town and entertain them... but it is so much more than entertainment. We sing a combination of secular and Christian songs, because it is not about shoving the Gospel down their throats, but about being the hands and feet of Jesus and loving those people where they are at. I always think that nursing homes are sad places... some of those dear old people are so overjoyed that we come and sing to them and talk with them because they never get visits from anyone else. They get excited when we sing our Rock and Roll bracket because we dress up for swing dance and those who aren't singing dance. Some of the patients join in as they can,but for others it brings back such precious memories of when they were younger. Sometimes we sing a couple of old hymns like "Amazing Grace", "How Great Thou Art", "The Old Rugged Cross" and "It Is Well". It amazes me every time how an elderly person can seem to be asleep, or be entirely unresponsive due to dementia, and yet know and sing along to every word of those hymns. I have seen some of them break down and sob during those hymns, while others sit with tears running quietly down their wrinkled cheeks. Others lean forward, enchanted by the thrill of the sweet, familiar lyrics. These ones often have a glow of complete content and peace on their faces as they listen to words they may not have heard in decades...
We have one more rehearsal before this round of concerts. Needless to say, Christmas Carols are featuring in this term's run sheet. The first concert is on Thursday week, and then the other two and on back to back eight days later.
Joy and I are doing something very exciting this Sunday. For the very first time, we are auditioning for the annual town stage production. Remember how Mum and Dad played in the band for The Pirates of Penzance earlier in the year? Well, for some unknown reason, the auditions for next year's show are happening before next year. And the SATS show for 2016 is: *drumroll please*
Joy and I are so excited, because even if we don't get a main role, we will be in the chorus which will be playing parts like munchkins, apple trees, poppies, and inhabitants of the Emerald City. However we are auditioning for main roles first. Joy is auditioning for Dorothy, and I... well... I can't make up my mind. My plan ever since I learned of this production has been to audition for Glinda, but recently I have been second guessing myself. I figured I am too tall for Dorothy and too young for Glinda, and so in the end I have decided to audition for them both and see what happens. Mum says she thinks I suit the role of Glinda best out of the two roles. I tend to agree, but I have practised the audition material for Dorothy as well, and I think playing Dorothy would be so much fun! She also gets to sing Over the Rainbow. :) If you think of it, do pray for us to be courageous as we are rather nervous... and wish us a bit of luck too. ;)
So as you can see, life has been crazy. Between now and when we go away for holidays on the 21st of December, we have so much happening I wonder when we even get time to, you know... eat... or breathe... I hope to get at least a couple more posts in before then, so fare thee well until then! And always remember to live fully, give recklessly, love ceaselessly, hope eternally, and strive heavenward. <3 <3